yeahhh...i been disapeared for a week or two? i dont know to much. i been kinda busy with two things

1) Special exams related to university

2) i took vacation, and thinking in other things in particular.

this past days and week i been thinking in good things and bad things about myself, regarding my artworks and projects in particular. i been feeling extremely guilty for not drawing or posting that much in social media, whether is on instagram, threads or here, in newgrounds. is true that i been drawing some ersonal projects, but due to some bad experiences with one of my grandmothers telling me my drawings are shit and they are unintresting, and that sadly got me extremely depressed for a couple of days in vacation, feeling extremely unmotivated and sad to draw.

after talking with some friends and my dad about this, i decided to simply dont listen to her critics, since she does not even know to draw, she is only talking about her and she want to control my life. And with that, i realized that i missed my real motivation to open my newgrounds account, this being that everything i made that though it was worth it i would post it no matter what.

with all being said, i decided to stay more active in vacation, even though i will have to have some time with my family and other plans. With this i have some changes with i need to share, so all the followers dosent ask what happened to me during vacation.

1) fanzine friday is still going to exists, hoever, i might post some process during the fridays only if its nof fully finished, since i dont want to rush my projects, thing that im starting to realize that is not good for me neither for my style.

2) im planning to make a sketch book regarding one of my Personas, for giving it more depth and at the same time, understanding how i act, why i have some habits and other things.

3) making my own personal agenda for my friends, project dues so i dont get glooby in the summer.

4) creating my own personal planning book, to know the materials i use, the books that i recomend and other plans regarding projects.

5) making some ideas to make a personal blog in newgrounds.

after aall what i have said, i need to start working in other things regarding towards my personal life (such as studying economy and for my driving license) and other projects.

thanks to everyone that still follows me, i apreciate a lot this even though i dont get a lot of comments thanks for all

finally after some problems today im posting my fanzine!

I literally wanted to upload my fanzine the last friday to make the fanzine friday, what a shame that my internet conection is tremendoulsy shotty, and sadly i have to upload it now.

sorry.

for the process of changing my whole accounts, i think im doing pretty well. As you can see, my profile has been completely changed for a better experience and more asthetically similar to my persona.

dont worry, instagram is next and its linktree too! if i can make one..

everyone please dont worry about inkwell, he will probably ressurect in 3 days (i hope...) like our saviour did (jesus christ). and the masked one will be the next substitute for him, but inkwell will be appearing in some artworks. (no, those yellow faces wont be with the new persona, they were made to have some comedy in the poster).

and about the dialogue, is a reference of the most famous phrase that Nietzsche said "god is dead and we have killed him", nothing really special, but if someone did not know, here it is =)

Salutations Humanity:

it appears that i have not been online neither post something new for almost...4 months, thats honestly a perfect excuse to think i dissapeared from the world or died, but no, there is no fantasy-fairy-tale story to explain where i have been.

So, where have i been? i was almost studying 24/7 for passing this last year of college and finally going to the university that i have always wanted to go to think my art can be worth it for expressing something. but after all, i have passed all the exams, test and group projects with amazing notes, and i can finally say...IM FINALLY FREE!

H O W E V E R, just because im free dosent mean that i will be doing nothing, leaving my art to eat dust like an all-you-can-eat type of restaurant or forggeting about why im drawing this horrid guys. if im being honest, i dont give a single f*ck if i dont get thousands of followers in my media, because i made them to post whatever i express and for my emotional state (Yeah, i discovered that with some practice i can become a better artists. how could have anyone seen this coming??????????).

now enough unimportant chit-chat, what is this big announcement? well i decided to take some iniciative about new changes in my social media, as well as some news about my drawings and my future. so here will be new things!:

-Creating a new persona / alter ego for everything.

-making a proper linktree! if this is not the case i will put links of my social medias in newgrounds and instagram.

-keep up with drawing trends more often!

-try to post a skecth per day or week!

-post as much as possible this summer about Animalox Book.

-try to make some redrawings of EN: Dream BBQ.

i hope all my followers or basement creatures can understand the situation i had to pass through to be free again and start to take my art more seriously.

remember that existing is beautiful and necesary for your own existence

-Animalox-

Hello everyone, inkwell is here to comunicate something:

As you guys might know i wasent very online in the newgrounds site neither my instagram account due to the fact that right now my life is in constant stress. My school is giving me to much pressure because of countless exams and teachers that dosent know how to teach the students, i am having many artblocks, i feel like a failure for the way i draw, and my family is not in the best emotional state either.

im not doing this for asking support neither likes, i dont care about those. i just simply like to upload my drawings and projects in the page and try to make a comunity that can help me to improve the way i draw. as i said in the new i got that i was admited in the art program, my artworks or projects are not better than other artists in this platform, and i dont want to glaze my art pieces. i have a long trip to learn for my art, and even though im trying to improve aspects, my school and this situation in my family dosent help me.

secondly, im sorry to all the stickman collab users and contestants that i could not upload any more entries, and also for not being able to coment on other (and cooler) stickmens.

im sorry for all the people that is reading this mensage see this response, but dont worry, i wont quit newgrounds or instagram like that, just that these days i will not be able to coment a lot in the page and forums.

even though i only have 14 fans that are following me, thank you for finding my art intresting or cool, because as i said, i dont have any plans of becoming a famous artist. I just simple want to create a comunity that likes weird art and have fun doing it. Im am very grateful for all of this, thank you for still being with me.

if you want to leave a comment feel free to, it would mean a lot for me.

inkwell has to go for now, have an amazing week to everyone.

thanks to the user SouSTAR i discovered that many, MANY of my post where Flipped, and thanks to some advice from him, i think i have finally edited all of them so you can see them vertically. I wish i could done it faster, but my internet is crappy and im not having many time between to post, get news from other collabs and post art.

i hope everyone can understand this, i apologize if i ofended anyone. have a nice weekend with your family and friends. =)

for some reasons, some of my works are placed horizontally in my profile for some reason, and i dont really know why, can anybody tell me if i need t change some settings? im taking my pictures of my works with a camera.